i… i don’t know what to do. i’m sorry.
i’m not okay right now. i keep thinking about that scene from the the bell jar where esther tries to kill herself in the basement. and i keep thinking about reenacting that.
not that i’d actually do it because i’m too chicken, but my thoughts aren’t right.
Please oh please don’t. Mail me at taylor.laruee@yahoo.com and spill, if you so desire.